The interview was ok. ~Keeping thoughts to myself~
There is following paranoia this time, and I wonder what really is going through people's minds. Usually, I continue to go about my day. Lately, because things have been so intense, it does bring me to wonder what some people are thinking. I don't want it to go to anyone's head either.
When I had to do an errand at staples, I randomly met a couple of Native American Indian dudes. It could have been a cheesy staged thing with racism, but I think we acted natural. They seem to be more happy about life than me, and I think they cattily appreciated me in some way. Maybe my support of their culture. They just now got the message that I care about their culture too.?. I don't know. But, it was nice to show mutual interest. I didn't really know much else to say after that. It wasn't necessary to have a full-fledged conversation or speech, but we're cool.
By the time I get a job, I don't think I will have enough time to catch up on bills. My next major chore is to research how to file for bankruptcy and call all of my bill collectors. It is going to be a heavy task. I think I will either wait until tomorrow or the next day to go through with it.
I need to be on my guard for the drooling slobbering sadists who most likely did rig and plan this.
I'll be ok. Things will take time, but I will be ok.
