My New Boyfriend

(Colin, in getting real with myself, I really don't think I have any serious kind of chance with you.) (I know I don't know you well either, and maybe it could be a good thing). Any way, if you are wanting to be my protector against Jon in some way, I am appreciative. It looks like I'm getting a reaction out of him this time, and it is probably a reaction that I or someone else has gotten out of him before: Calvin Harris, "Bottle Popping." Maybe he has his own backwards demands and begging? I don't care. During the millions of times he cheated on me, most of the cheats were never the impression of it being because I was the cheater first. I do not believe in polygamy. If he was being monogamous in the most least believable way; I seriously was not sold into believing I was his number one. So what I'm trying to say (to a sportscaster who will always be prone to having an eye for fairness) .... It isn't fair for him to put some kind of guilt trip on me, or to manipulate me back to him. Knowing the devil that he is, he should know the devil that he is!!!!!! .......My general overall view is that sometimes I find relief when people believe in having fairness in relationships. However, players and gamers can go too far sometimes. I will always think that relationships should be about the actual person you want to be with the most. Sometimes, it seems that the games and structure of it all will always matter more than that person one supposedly wants to be with. So many times I find myself saying "Why won't you just admit that you don't like me?" Something along those lines. There obviously is a different underlying issue or prejudice and sometimes people just don't know when to get real. I know we are talking literal sports here, but I'm sure you have some kind of opinion on relationships too. You definitely seem to be the quieter type, but I'm thinking you really have your eye on someone else. I'd just thought I'd say "hey," anyway and be appreciative of you if you really are being protective of me.