Frank I feel like talking to you

Bits and pieces of arbitrage and shares you want to talk about? I'm still not exactly sure who you are. It is like the mother of all blind dates. Barilla and Paul Rudd. ha. Jon identified himself in Barilla too (eyes closed). I know there is/was a little going on with Colin. I don't like that he would identify me with Lisa or Maggie. ...... Frank, today was a bad day. There was some bad news and sad news. I'm not going to say the sad news, but the bad news is that a water line from work broke and I don't know when the club is going to open again. I don't like being vulnerable to my pay. ....... Other than today is kind of back with history... hmph. It is almost as if you could give yourself the credit of being my Mr. Smith, or the architect. Not just with the casino, but a lot of other things that led up to and was at the break in the casino. I really was proud to be fired. Even without the safety net of being a prostitute. I was proud to be fired. While I kept my pride, I still had an anger that once again it was my life and resources that were on the line where I was the one to be scapegoated again. I have such a sincere frown against so many employers and the fact that it was always there choice to creep their way into my personal life to be possessive, controlling, or blackmailing. Not one single place that I've worked at should have ever crossed the lines they crossed or to have threatened or judged my life the way that anyone and everyone has always had. It is one constant Stockholm after another and life HAS NEVER BEEN FAIR. I think there is an odd that you could be Becky's baseball player boyfriend, but I'm not entirely sold on that. Maybe it is Sid, and some other random men who are in it against Jon and in it for their cheating girlfriends. I know I'm not the only girlfriend who cheats on Jon. I'm not sure of the women who could be involved with Jon and how the affairs have gone. I know it was really Tom that I was looking at when I was cheating on Jon. Technically, it wasn't cheating. I have been screaming him out of my life for a long time and still have never let him win at winning me in a relationship. I'm not the swinging type and it does bother me sometimes when I'm still being a slut with him in the head. It's not that I was with him or his people when we were off and on in the head. I continue to label him as an enemy and really hate the ignored victim that I am and that he will never seem to understand just how severely angry he makes me. This whole thing is awkward. My guess is that it is either Becky or Bree Ann that you want to hate me for. I can't take back the Tom Petty "Mary Jane's last dance," or Madonna "Die Another Day". I never gave you or them the power and the arrogant vanity that they give themselves. I still don't know who they think they are or why they think they are deserving to express dominance over my life the way they do. I still consider them my nigger and wouldn't be surprised if they believed in the sharia law. It isn't my fault that you would be a tyrant in my life along with Jon the way you are. I could question if you are ganging up together but that's not what I'm meaning to say. I could guess you and him got into a fight and could be over it, but I don't know. I really hate your dad and don't like talking about him or bringing him up. ..... You really could have been the one to push me over the edge with Tom and Barilla in your own structured rig and system. Although I'm not a prostitute, I know I can't stay a stripper forever. I don't know what the future holds Frank. I think I could do it for another year before I try to look for another normal type of job, and then I still don't know just how bad of a tyranny that it will be. I really don't know what you want Frank.