Colin

Am I seeing things, or am I seeing things? Some things are more convincible than others. I could have a sociopath messing with my head right now, but I'll go with the flow anyway. Christian Laetner. Your name of the night. Laetner, Late. I'm guessing that it could be an apology: who are you to judge me with "Florida," when you are too late. I know some people can take things their own way, and this is the way that I would take your name game. ha! lol. Introduction to the friends and family who probably aren't the literal real people either. lol. ha. Right now you're in the middle of too less and too much, but sometimes I don't like to use my imagination too much. "Florida." First off, I don't always like the paranoia with code names and when people don't always know when to take me figuratively or literal. Florida is the place where I would like to take Mitzi on vacation this year. I'm thinking the Florida Keys. I'm not sure if I want Disney to be the first vacation. I'm not too crazy on Disney. I think they may have a few crackheads or capitalist loyalists who gang up on someone. If I ever take her to Disney, Disney will be the picked over vacation spot. Besides being far off on a different rabbit trail, is back to Florida. I'm not a hypocrite or one-sided with "one can't take real actions back in time." When something is said or done, something is said or done. I know I'm not a real prostitute, or have ever made any real actions of being a prostitute. Sometimes, it is the heart of the matter. While there are ways that I will always be mad at the world, I still believe in snowflakes. Not everyone is the same. Although a person can't always control their anger, feelings, or burned out bias with someone else in an earlier life, it isn't ok to displace those feelings on someone else or make someone a problem they never were. Some capitalism can be unfair, and the trust issue is not always easy, and can be a greatly complex matter. You have betrayed my trust in some ways, but in other ways I feel I can trust you. I don't know how to describe it. You just seem nicer and softer. I still have my doubts with you in that I have uncertainty in how much I could have you, or you could want me. It means something for you to stay persistent with me and that I could be something else to you. I'm not sure if you have completely removed your threat of me being second "seeded." You womanizer. Although I can warm up to you again and come back around, I'm not completely sold out and have my hesitations. I may have the available time to watch some of your show tmw. You'll be on my mind until then.

This might hurt

..... I have yet to talk about the fact that you look like Justin and the "Fonzi," connection. I'm afraid to know the truth with that. When it comes to simple terms, I had a crush on the DJ, then on D Atri, and then on the DJ again. I was never official with any of them, and the crush I had on the DJ comes and goes. Zooey Dashcenel, did give me more of a hint the other day, and I can't help but wonder more about you. I don't want to know but I can't go on in ignorance either. Everything is fun and games until someone finds out a little more info. There was a night that the DJ gave me a pretty brutal, hateful, criticism. I wasn't always sure what was seriously going on in his end. My DJ'd response was: "Spirit in the Sky," and "Breaking the Girl." His tyrant obsession bit really hard. Is it that you think the same thing he does, or was he just speaking for D'Atri? I know I'm not understanding what all of your dominate aggression is. I'm guessing you are giving me several good vibes, but I'm not sure where or how we started and where it is you want to go. I'm afraid to know more about you and what you're thinking...

Colin

I'm not talking myself up too much that you're mine (I hate that I have to be so defensive like that)(I question if you are being lied about as the arrogant man you supposedly could be. I think some people could be making some stuff up about you)... I am assuming you are just as much of a player as any other man. I think there is a rivalry going on between you and Jon fighting over me. You're the one that I would most willingly pick between the two, and I'm not meaning to make you jealous. Maybe you are wanting to be my James Bond. I feel like I'm already over murdered by Jon. I know he plays dumb too much. Even though I know I'm attracted to you, I wish I could trust you more. Although I'm still gungho in my snowflake war, I don't want to feel like I'm jumping from one problem into another very similar one..... In one side thought, I think John Atchison may still be trying to mark me as his, but I deny him all the way. I'm mad at his lies and the credit that he thinks he has. ... Anyway, I thought I'd say hey, and see you around later.