Hey Valentine

I don't get you and I'm sorry that I don't get you. I'm too tired and weak right now. I really find it doubtful that I have cheated on you more than you have cheated on me. You probably still have a couple of women your keeping played and strung along with me. I don't like some of your present signs with your associations. Are you really crying for me and mad for me? You look like you have a lot of mixed emotions. While I'm weak, I'm still in my own sadness because even if I may have a piece of you, I feel strung along. I feel like you want to continue to be unfairly possessive of me and be the same pattern of so many other men. It's like your mad and want to punish me and make me your slave at the same time of you possibly be wanting to protect me of something else... I can understand so much but I feel so love sick. I'm sorry if I cheated on you and let you down more than you did with me, but I have a feeling you're more of a bad guy and probable betrayer than I am. Maybe in your mixed feelings you have resentment and regret of the bad guy you were against me, but I am still weak, confused, and that I don't understand you and what it is you want. You're not the first guy who has forced me to stay stuck on him and refuse to let me get over him. You make me feel so love sick. I know there is a part of me that isn't over you yet, but if you're not my match of a man, I need you to stop refusing to let me get over you.