Farmer Man, Stay Close

I'm seeing some signs today that I'm not sure about. You leave me in confusion......... Where do I start? Maybe you really are smiling over the Fergie "Clumsy" song. lol. I know I'm not the creator of it all, and wasn't really around during the time Fergie was going on. Josh Duhamel looks a little like Joe doesn't he? Joe really is an enemy of mine. I consider him as another grotesque predator; he has never won. We were never an item. That is my side of the story in a short, summed up way. I can't and won't be manipulated out of my truth. So, either you want to give me a negative sign with "Joe," or you are innocently ignorant........... Stay close to me Farmer Man. There is information about me that will not be ignored and it will never workout if you don't take me seriously. I have a lot of people in my life who corrupty, dominantly, sickingly egocentrically give themselves credit over anything and everything that I do. As if I was choosing them or doing something or living for them. Stay doubtful of people when you see this. My hesitance with you is, that I see the seagulls you have now with the "Mine mine mine mine mine" Like the seagulls have you owned and want to take the real credit you have from you (One person I see is Bree Ann Mackey and possibly Shawn D Atri). I have hated the constant harassment in my life. I am not responsible for the crackhead egocentric assumptions and judgement placed on me. Most of the time I ignore it. I am not the cleaning maid who lives to battle out and clean up every numerous shot call/ credit claim that is placed on me from day to day. I know part of the damnation in my life is because of how I react to people. Some authorities wrongfully hate me for refusing to be involved in the crackhead and egocentric gossip. They do blame me for the gossip of others I was never responsible for. I know this is a reason people keep me damned from having a job or keep me damned from other things. Farmer Man, I hope you don't get too arrogant on me for the little bit of emotional connection we have. I want to keep you around and don't want to lose you. I want you to get a little closer to me....waiting to see if you are going to come around for me......